Running out.

I don’t want to run out of Words to say,
I don’t want to run out of the Excitement to play;
I don’t want to run out of the Will to do
What my Heart feels I must go through.

I don’t want to run out of the Imagination
Of having Travelled the entire nation;
I don’t want to run out of Places to be,
I don’t want to run out of all the Curiosity.

I don’t want to run out of my Patience,
My biggest strength against all vengeance.
I don’t want to run out of fiery Dreams,
I don’t want to stop chasing Extremes.

I don’t want to run out of the Hope to live,
I don’t want to run out of all the Love to give;
I don’t want to run out of my Faith in God,
I just want to thank you for Everything, O Lord.

Married.

A girl always dreams of getting married to the perfect guy. She wants him to be the exact image of the Prince Charming she always wished for. Maybe I was born in the wrong country or in different times than I was meant to be. Of course like any other girl, there was a Prince Charming I dreamt about all along, but that's the thing about dreams. You keep wanting more. Every other guy could be your Prince, but it's all just a big political game for the Universe.
As for me, it took me a while to realize that I found my Prince and that's when I decided to leave everything else and run to him.

He's the perfect kind, believe me. He's beautiful. Not in a very conventional way though. He is very kind to me, and always makes sure I stay happy at all times. Maybe he's a little disturbed sometimes. His mind gets crowded and he gets all loud and stuffy, but with a little patience, the phase passes and he more than makes up for it after. He's always pleasantly warm in winters too; and equally cool in summers. But it's the rains that I enjoy most with him. The only thing about him that's not right for me is that he's a morning person unlike me. For him, it's lights out at 11pm!
Did I mention he always brings rains for me when I'm down? That's why I love him and that's why as my mum says it, I married him. Yes, I'm married to Bangalore. Happily married. =) 

Heartbreaker

Watch out, here she comes!
Here comes the heartbreaker.

Disguised as the girl-next-door,
Giving you the smile of your life,
She's the one girls want sticking around,
She's the one guys don't mind hanging around.
A big mistake it'll be to pursue her,
'Cuz, here comes the heartbreaker.

The happiest person you'll come across,
She'll win you with her wits;
Oh, you can cross her, she won't mind!
But you can't stop her with ties that bind.
She'll bewitch you with her laughter,
Here comes the heartbreaker.

She'll crawl up into your heart,
Better be warned not to be bound;
The chapters of her life are not so shady,
But that won't make her heart all bright and sunny.
With hypnotizing eyes causing but a disaster,
Here comes the heartbreaker.

Breathtaking.

I hold my breath when I have to fart,
I hold my breath before a movie starts,
I hold my breath before a meeting,
I hold my breath till the tingles pass.

I hold my breath when I hear the dogs bark,
I hold my breath when I hear the slightest screech in the park.

I hold my breath when I cross the railway line,
I hold my breath before smelling the wine.

I hold my breath before I blow the candles,
I hold my breath when I see a rat in bundles.

I hold my breath to let the trailer pass,
I hold my breath till the rain touches my eyes.

I hold my breath when I see your name on the phone,
I hold my breath when we’re quiet, all alone.

I hold my breath to let the airplane glide,
I hold my breath when I suddenly realize:
God didn’t give me a big nose to hold it up with pride, no.
He gave it to me so I could have as many breathtaking moments of my own.

December's here.

Winter has never looked so beautiful before. She has achieved what she couldn't for years. She actually managed to keep the Sun away from us for days! No one's ever done that for me before. Of course, it's a pain if you're waiting for your solar water heater to work in the morning. But otherwise, it's a sweet, sweet boon! She smells good, sounds good, tastes good and feels good too. On one hand, I feel like sleeping till late hours of the morning; while on the other hand, when I wake up, I always feel fresh. This is the season for the lazy: 'It's such a nice, pleasant weather! I don't feel like working at all today!' And Bangalore winters are like paradise. It's freezing cold, there's chilled breeze caressing your cheeks, inducing goosebumps all over your body. And to top it all, it keeps drizzling ever-so-softly day and night! And trust me, it is the season for the young. Not for the children, who have to wake up early in the morning, wear sweaters and go to school; definitely not for the old, who are most likely to fall sick or catch a cold or have to be incubated in a heated room. No! It's just the season for the young. Everyday is fresh; the smell makes you nostalgic. Walking, running, riding, driving, you name it and it's fun! Everyone at work is energetic and chattery and always with a smile. You're also allowed to leave early since it looks like it's going to pour! So, once you're home, take a quick-hot-shower, grab a cup or two of hot coffee/chocolate, snuggle up with your favourite pillow/soft-toy/guy and switch on the television. Because like Homer says, "Without television, it's hard to tell when one day ends and the other begins".
Happy December Everyone!

Forever and Ever.

Don't worry, this is not a love story. If you know me well, you'll be sure of that. But I'm sure there's a definite question at the back of your head: 'Why haven't I written about Animals or even Dogs as yet'. Well, It's just that I din't know where to start. Because believe me, once I start I won't stop mentioning those creatures; which is good if you like animals. Otherwise, well! Hard luck!

Okay then here's something about dogs. Firstly, they're not beasts! You don't need to be scared. They're probably much more scared of your existence! All they're asking for is just a pat once in a while. Or maybe just a glance and a smile. Now, I'm not just talking about those well-groomed perfume-oozing poodles. If you look around, I'm sure you'll find even cuter and friendlier dogs on the pavements. It's in a dog's nature to serve us. Now, I don't want to go into the whole story how they find themselves privileged to be serving a family. You'd rather watch 'Bolt'!
And hey! There're not Martian zombies! Trust me, the bigger they are, they turn out to be friendlier. They'll make sure they remember you the next time you pass by. At college, there's a dog who's called "Chills" by everyone. But, I've been talking to him much before anyone knew him. And whenever I step out of the hostel/college (they're next to each other) and call out "Bart", no matter how far he is, he'll come running to me just to be patted once. Then he's off. Just like that. No more expectations. These strays are brought up around people who're constantly shooing them. They're just looking for some love. Show 'em some love and they're yours.

Meanwhile, here are some fun facts about pet dogs. These dogs grow up in a disciplined environment, wherein they know who's boss. They're only loyal and friendly to those who are powerful; those who can control them. Well, okay not so much as fun facts. But they're facts alright! Bob, a Labrador was a stubborn dog. He would not come out of the pool for hours. More so, because his foster family was not firm enough in telling him otherwise. So, they had a 'dog whisperer' visit their house and show them how being firm and bossy with your dog works for the best. After that, the moment the owner firmly says 'no' to Bob while he's about to jump into the pool, Bob would sit right there at the ledge and watch his owner swim away! That's sweet, Bob! Sweet Bob.

The other thing (picking out from a long list) about dogs is that they're like kids. The only difference being that kids grow up; dogs don't. They continue to be in dire need of your love and care. They continue to make childish mistakes, they continue to fight you over things like the food being too hot. They need complete care all life. The more they age, you grow more and more fond of them and it's the same for them. They're not like the cows you set loose wandering on the streets once they're out of milk. They're not like children, who leave home, go to college and build their own homes. Dogs are here to stay with you all your life. "A dog is for life, not just Friday night!"

On a parting note,  if you do come across/find/adopt/buy a dog, hold on to it, because no matter how much time (seconds, minutes, hours, months, years) you spend with him, it's eventually going to run out. It's never going to be enough. And if you're not in a position to keep a dog, share a smile/pat/ice-cream/piece of sandwich with a stray every once in a while.
Cheers!

P.S. If you're interested, check out "Dog whisperer with Cesar Milan" on Nat Geo WILD. Pretty interesting and enticing stuff.

Research ki Maa.......ya!

At Design School, I used to get very fascinated with the word 'research'. For each and every project, you need some ground on which you're building up your design story. It's the base of your creativity. You can gain inspiration, insights and triggers. All you have to do is prepare an appropriate (*remember this word) questionnaire, talk to a bunch of people and you have a load of information in front of you. Now just compile everything and make some stupid charts/graphs and you'll have what you needed to know. So, you have the foundation, now build away! Sounds pretty simple, doesn't it?

But that's about it. It just sounds simple. Research infact, is the most crucial part of any design process. For starters, it's most difficult to actually sit down and think of *appropriate questions to be asked. You get the questions right and half your research is done, I'd say. I mean you can't just ask random questions and expect to get relevant information. You might have to edit the questions a million times based on the kind of answers you get. I remember I've always edited the questionnaire after each person/set of persons I've interviewed.
Secondly, knowing the correct people to talk to is very important. It's annoying when you either get the same answers from a bunch of people or very different answers altogether. And it's most annoying if you discover a whole new set of relevant people to interview at the very last moment! ugh!

Now these are just minor hitches, but the greatest annoyance occurs when you don't know what you have to ask and to whom, and yet you're just running around like a maniac trying to find people; it seems that everyone runs away and hides from you. Like the whole world was informed in advance that a crazy girl is approaching you for some stupid survey and they all run for their life! I swear once I went to a school and i was lucky enough to reach the Principal, but the moment I start talking, "Ma'am, I am...", that's it! She cuts me off right there and drives me out of the room. I mean hear my name atleast! It's a pretty name. And believe me when I say, she already read my permission letter explaining my purpose sent to her by one of the office boys. Shocker huh? Well, not really, it's been pretty much the same for over two months now.

I'm so grateful that I even got this far till now. But all I'm saying is, it would've been nice if there was some idea to start with or a rule-book to get you started or even a person with you who knew Kannada if nothing else. Well, I know I'm asking for too much. For now, all I know is there is no end to research. You can just keep going on and on and you'll never want to stop. I'm kinda in that phase right now. Maybe I'm just hoping for some kind of an epiphany or maybe I'm hoping it'll atleast show me the way. Or, maybe it already showed me a way earlier and I missed it. So I'll have to keep going till I hit another road? Maybe. I don't know...i don't know.